hiatus

SCHOOL STARTS AT 9AM ON MONDAY IN VIEW OF THE WORLD CUP FINALS.

triple joy! NONO! tetra? :D :D :D

HMM.

woke up in the late morning and went for breakfast with lil sis. apparently, i waited 30mins for the food to be served. then, had a lil fight with her which made her pretty unhappy. but it got better though. rushed for my dental appointment after eating. at my house bus stop, waited for some time and finally my bus came! the uncle didn't let me board the bus though it was not crowded. THIS WAS RIDICULOUS! left with no choices, i had to wait for another which took quite some time to arrive.

late for appointment as usual. it was then i realised my appointment date was wrong! it's on thursday. okay FINE. took an hour bus journey to bukit panjang. if you wonder, i didn't fall asleep on the bus. it drove past my primary school and i started reminiscing the past. i saw emanual and aaron's house and it made me miss those days a lot. oh wells. reached xuan's house and quickly took out my stuffs so as to lighten my bag. next, we headed to bpp mos to study. it was till late evening when we decided to leave. while packing, i found some pink stain on my lecture book. i started to get a lil suspicious and yuxuan found lots of stain on my pencilcase. immediately, i opened my bag and found HUGE PATCH OF PINK STAIN ON MY CRUMPLER BAG! i bought this crumpler bag on sunday, which means that i didn't get to use it for a day yet. heartaches! ):

next, yuxuan found pink stain on the cardigan i was wearing. i love this cardigan truckloads and it was bought on sunday too! together with the crumpler bag, it cost over a hundred. i panicked and went back started washing, hoping that the stain would simply go off. the cardigan got much better but there's still stain on my bag, even though it got smaller and paler ): my uncle lent me a hand too and he realised there's some stuffs in the bag.

i opened it and to my amaze, OMG IT'S MY MP3 AND WALLET!

i didn't use that compartment that's why i didn't realise it. it was xuan who placed it in when we started packing like mad cows at mos. =| i went upstairs to the room, and started trying to calm myself down. i stared at xuan and..

'OMG XUAN! OPEN THE CUPBOARD RIGHTAWAY!'

there we found more stain on my clothes. the entire bag, except my hp, was stained with the pink marker ink. thinking back now, i was lucky enough that my hp didn't get stained, and initially i wanted to put my uniform in my bag which i didn't in the end. my heart sank, i'm like totally totally, lost. a string of unfortunate events just happened in a day like that. i felt like crying, but i just couldn't find any tears to cry. i just cried to bEn dAN and my girl. no matter what, i just couldn't find the comfort. 'cause i'm just too helpless to think about anything else. i really believe that whenever i gain something, i'll lose something next. a girl's intuition is uncannily accurate and i strongly believe on that. i had a very happy day shopping with mommy on sunday and doing cip with yang and alvin was enjoyable. yet, the next day nightmares just started off like that. sigh.

okay, whatever it is, i'm really feeling better now. guiding xuan studying at mac now! someone's reading comic! tsktsk!

REPLIES/NOTE :D
^R!ck; haha. i don't visit there often though. but i love steak! (:
gr; ONz!! choose a day to jog! i'll go! :D
Uncle; i miss my uncle too! hang on, mid year gonna be over for you soon! (:
shir; yeah it has ended! hang on okay! we will go through this! :D even prelims!
xuan; whatever lor! do more maths. now still reading comics in front of me HUH. -smacks!
dc; my tag don't like you! so sad! :P
bEn dAN; xiexieni going thru the horrible night with me. xing hao you ni, you ni zhen hao! ((:
lizhen; heys darling! wo ai ni! thanks for being there! love! <3

two more papers and marks off the end of mid-year examinations! shant update much about the papers but wells, i must say i'm a happy girl today! my intensive mugging discussion last night had not gone to waste! if you knew me well, i'm one who places quite a lot of expectation on my chemistry and yeah, i didn't feel disappointed this time. (: not that it's super easy that i can score, i might not score but at least, i feel that it's still manageable. had intensive discussion last night at macs with shah, black, guirong and garerern; some of it came out in the paper today. its rewarding, aint it?

met my girlfriend at town! it was really a very last minute decision though but, i'm so exhilarated upon seeing my girl! had lunch at crystal jade exp. saw lynnette and sueping there! (: ooh mich & ying! i thought of that night we had there! HAHA. but i didnt see xh around! anyways! shopped and chill around.. we bought shirts from fleshimp and darling bought crumpler bag. i'm gonna buy that soon i guess, although it's not 'fashion' anymore. i didn't really complete my shopping list - flipflop, pencilcase and adidas jacket. shall get it till i really find the design i want. ((: you know something 'interesting' happened. bird shit landed straight on my nose! EEEEEEE!!!! it's not smelly, so i'm not freaked out by it. it aint the end.. sat train with darling then alighted at lot1. was walking into the toilet and i saw a male walking out. i was like, 'OH NO! SORRY!' if he didnt walk out, i guess i'll be right inside the mens.

reached home = aunt's house. yeah i'm still staying at my aunt's place. headed to Jack's Place with the family xcept yh. we had main course! and its 'gigantic'! imagine, steak with carrots, corn, mushroom and potato + abalone soup + banana split + garlic bread + drinks. -FAINTS! cousin and i didnt get the drinks cause we simply couldnt take it anymore. =| it was great, just too bloated that i really feel like puking.

my june holidays was... FANTASTIC? (:

-NODDS. i mean it.

although it was simple and dull, with books by my side every single day, with the determination to come to school every single day, i wasn't a bit least of -not-satisfied-with-my-holidays-, really. i must not deny i had great companion of friends being there, laughing with me, throughout the mugging sessions and all. iezhi, xiangming, tingyan, shahrin, garerern, vyerern, wenyang, guowei, alvin, hongseng, guirong etc. (i apologise if your name is not being written here ): ) without them, i may be unprepared. without them, i may not be able to go through such a holiday like this. all the entertainment simply made my holidays more fulfilling. yes! i'm touched! i'm grateful! i feel fortunate! :D i am! i love y'all!

thanks guowei, alvin, wenyang and vyerern's companion, especially when i fell sick. because of you all, my holidays aint lonely (: really really love it. the morning breakfast, the mugging time, the heart-ta-heart talk and the super companionship. c'mon i don't lie! BOO!

not forgetting my super beautiful cute and lovely baby, jasmine! yes my lil sis! i tell you she's uber sweet! despite not being home for weeks, baby never fails to miss me. i feel bad not chatting with her on msn for long, i've been neglecting her yes i did. she sent me an email giving me all the encouragement and support, which drives me to work even harder, more determined to go on and on. i love you baby! :D *mUaCkx*

i've yet to make up my mind. i just feel, so strange. it seems to be like a fantasy. i don't believe in us, having the same thoughts. it can't be so coincidental, right? but, i'm accepting it cause i saw it. i thought through a lot, or maybe not that lot, oooh whatever! does caring for someone encompasses unconditional forgiveness, and compromise one's feel? you'll never know how much it feels for me when you tend to neglect me every single time, no, you won't know.

REPLIES :D
germs; yes thanks babe! it's gonna be over real soon!
Yixin; don't mention it! (: i HEART nootka!
Mel; i'm not stressed, though i may look like one =| thanks for being such a sweetheart! you jiayou too!
ah ****; i still don't know who you but thanks (:
weisheng; i'm not that stressed as what you think okay. i'm super okay!
`yi; my writings arriving soonsoon! i think i got millions to say. but, you know what! i miss you! ):
aBBy; hehs thanks but, i don't take physics? :D